|
|
  | ||
|
This is just a note to let you know that this is my journal. I say things here that I might not say out loud to friends or family. I don't expect anyone to respond althought it is nice. I myself don't always have time to read or respond to my friends blogs. If you want to comment on something that you read, please us the Chatter at me? link. I will definitely see that where I might not see it in your blog. I try to do the same for others that have such links. Hugs and kisses to you all. Jen C
I promise I am not a procrastinator. I just don't want to do it right now!   
|
Saturday, April 21Thank you blogger Fairy! And thank you for the thoughts and hugs!posted by Jen C on 8:19 PM | link | Chatter at me?
I was watching the news last night. There has been another school shooting. This time in Louisiana. I heart that and thought what a terrible thing. That is so sad. Then they said that it was a Disciplinary school. Stop! What is the first thing that you thought of when you heard the words Disciplinary School? Sad to say, my first thought was, Well that is to be expected. My God. What is wrong with me? It shouldn’t be expected anywhere!! I have a son starting Kindergarten in the fall. Am I going to have to live in fear that he may not come home? I am almost scared to think of sending my kids to public school anymore. I know that some of you have school age children or are in school yourself. How do you deal with it? Do you talk with your kids? What should I do? My grandmother is at home now. She is doing better. The Dr.’s want her to heal and recuperate from this angioplasty. I haven’t talked to her yet, but my Aunt said that she sounds stronger. One good thing has come of this. Grandma has decided to come home. She is finally going to move back to Tennessee. She has toyed with the idea for a while, but never done anything concrete. I think that this has made her want to be closer to us all. posted by Jen C on 8:18 PM | link | Chatter at me?
 Thursday, April 19Jen! It's the blogger fairy! I changed the link to Shana's blog since she got her own web site - I have NOT published it yet - just did a post only thing here. Just FYI (((hugs))) Debposted by deb on 8:36 AM | link | Chatter at me?
Wednesday, April 18Hey all! Had a bad day yesterday. Found out that my Grandmother, who is 82, had a heartattack on Monday. She had angioplasty on one blockage immediately, one they can treat with medication, and the other they will have to do angioplasty on in 3 weeks. She is in Critical Care and doing fine right now, but she lives in Clearwater, Florida. Unfortunately there are no relatives down there. We are all in Tennessee or Texas. My Aunt will go down when they do surgery in 3 weeks, but until then, she will be alone at home. Most of the people in her Condo have gone back up north for the summer. The hospital will send a nurse over once or twice a day, but it is frustrating to be here when she is there. I feel so helpless. My dad died of a heartattack in '99, and this is his mother. I guess I will have to leave it in God's hands. But boy do I not want too.I am tired. Not physically, but mentally. I am tired of death. I am tired of struggling with money. I am tired of my mother not getting a divorce (this is the second time that she has said that she was going to get one, and my life is put on hold until she decides whether or not she is going to do it and if she does, will she move in with me temporarily). I am her sounding board for her relationship with Bob. Every time that she calls me, she is depressed, or crying, or confused. He puts her down and does so in a way that makes her believe that it is her fault. I am tired of that. ::sigh:: I am going to go escape and read some fic. posted by Jen C on 8:17 PM | link | Chatter at me?
|
|
